And it has been 6 days since my last log. Somehow I thought it was only three. 

This week I have felt disembodied, even when walking. Due to being busy, I have downsized my walks and started multitasking my ritual walking with moving to accomplish certain chores. That in itself makes it a very different experience. It seems like I lose time when being like this. Like I wasn't fully there to presence life, and now a week has gone by like nothing. I do not enjoy the daze, or maybe I do? This sort of dissociation from my body (the thump of my steps), is it to contain me? Prevent me from engaging in the more real (but also more painful) level of living? 

Today was day 19, the header is the number of km left.