I've shut down all of the blogs for now while I mull over how I want to proceed with all of this. I'm really not enjoying any of this anymore even if I'm trying to convince myself that I do. I don't have the energy. Moving from blogging system to blogging system is the same as moving task managers, or note apps. It's the same as buying new stuff. It's all hope that some new shiny thing is going to finally light some spark that will fill the emptiness that I feel constantly. Of course that will never work and in fact makes me feel worse as it all feels like yet another failure. I think maybe I'm finally, truly, getting that after many, many years of searching. Lots of things going on right now that require the energy I do have. It's time to acknowledge that to myself and give myself a break.

I likely will be writing here on HEY World regardless. The friction is zero since it's integrated into the email service. That will at least make it easier when I do want to write.