Sachin Palewar

November 1, 2022

When you are in love with a God

Just something I wrote some years ago for someone, I thought I was really in love with.

When she smiles, whole room brightens up. 
When she laughs, you feel lucky to be alive. 
When she starts her sentence with - "Do you know something?", you know it’s probably nothing, but you still look forward to hear everything.
She will find little joys in almost anything.
Her energy and liveliness is so infectious and influential that sometime she stands there in front of you, and she looks like a Goddess. 
So divine and powerful and you can really see some energy emanating from her face and filling the surroundings. 
And then you realise she is madly in love with you and also just a human too.
A woman who will cry innocently and express herself genuinely.
How and why I turned so lucky? And how can I make her happy?


Maybe someday I will make her really happy and we will together overcome all the challenges life throws at us.
And our love will stand the test of time. Maybe one day we will be celebrating 25 years of togetherness,
And prove to the world that true love still exists and true love is still possible. 
And everyone can have it, if they want it bad enough and go for it.

Amen to that. 

Today a few years later, I realise it probably wasn't true love and she wasn't the one and I wasn't the one for her. I was being foolish as people can be :-)

But still I am happy that we met and created some beautiful moments together. I wish her well, wherever she is. It wasn't meant to be and that's ok :-)

About Sachin Palewar

A simple, no-nonsense, fair-minded and self-made(without any formal education) techie, running a small IT consultancy business. Love riding bike, running, birding and outdoors in general. Am @palewar on Twitter and can be reached at sachin@hey.com