The kids are in a stage where they want either one of us - or both of us - most of their waking hours. 

It’s hard to create space for ourselves. From sun up to sun down, we are in need. 

Most self-help books remind us that time is a non-renewable resource. We have a limited and unknown amount. So, it’s hard to feel like I’ve lost control of that time. But…

Would I give it up for children who don’t want us around? No, never. But, it doesn’t change the feeling.

“Change the meaning!” But that’s easier said than done.

Every day is a moment to reflect and revise for the future. These days are unique and special. I won’t have many of them. The kids are growing up, and while I assume I have decades left on this planet, I don’t know for sure.

If I had a choice, would I rather have these moments or more time to myself? These moments, indeed. 

So, I’ll enjoy this time.