5:55 pm Saturday, April 17th 2021
I’m thinking about what goes according to plan. The discussion opened with me and someone with more experienced than myself. It started with there is no way you can do everything in a list you write for yourself to do in a day. What you create in your mind doesn’t consistently match up with time, so you beat yourself up because you didn’t carry out everything you set out to do on that list. So now you apply pressure on yourself and discredit what you have accomplished. At that moment it doesn’t matter what you’ve accomplished, the only thing that matters is what you haven’t completed. That is a headache because why did you do any of those things ? The first place of you were going to not appreciate what you have accomplished. What will make you happy? Even if you do everything you set out to achieve? There will always be more. There will be more days more weeks more hours more minutes. But you won’t get back that time you wasted beating yourself up for what you didn’t do, instead of appreciating what you did accomplish.
I’m thinking about what goes according to plan. The discussion opened with me and someone with more experienced than myself. It started with there is no way you can do everything in a list you write for yourself to do in a day. What you create in your mind doesn’t consistently match up with time, so you beat yourself up because you didn’t carry out everything you set out to do on that list. So now you apply pressure on yourself and discredit what you have accomplished. At that moment it doesn’t matter what you’ve accomplished, the only thing that matters is what you haven’t completed. That is a headache because why did you do any of those things ? The first place of you were going to not appreciate what you have accomplished. What will make you happy? Even if you do everything you set out to achieve? There will always be more. There will be more days more weeks more hours more minutes. But you won’t get back that time you wasted beating yourself up for what you didn’t do, instead of appreciating what you did accomplish.