The wake-up call comes when no one is listening, and you begin to crash and burn. When people start to talk to the people they look up to and relate to instead of the ones they love. It’s hard to see who is for you when everyone you speak to agrees with you. They don’t agree with you, so they attempt to mold you and make you into whom ...

Teams win championships, not one player. No one likes to focus on an entire team, so they look for a hero. Put on a high pedestal that hero can do no wrong. The perfectionist with the squeaky clean record. They instilled it in them from young to be great, to never produce a mistake. The same teachers who made mistakes themselves didn’t...

I ALWAYS GIVE MY ALL TO THE PEOPLE WHO DESERVE MY ALL. I SOMETIMES RUN INTO PEOPLE WHO WANT MORE THAN MY ALL. FURTHERMORE, I CANNOT ACCOMMODATE ANY MORE THAN I HAVE DISHED OUT. LOOKING AT MYSELF FROM THE OUTSIDE, I DO MORE THAN IS REQUIRED DAILY. YEARS LATER PEOPLE COME TO ME AND SAY I GET IT. BUT NOW IT’S TOO LATE I WISH YOU GOT IT WH...

Allow people to be themselves. A quote that has been ringing in my head for over 2 months. I think my mistake is thinking others will listen to real life warnings. If I’ve experienced something before you and now the experience has made its way to you, and I can keep you from the pain or anguish, I will give you my 2 cents. But that’s ...

5:55 pm Saturday, April 17th 2021 I’m thinking about what goes according to plan. The discussion opened with me and someone with more experienced than myself. It started with there is no way you can do everything in a list you write for yourself to do in a day. What you create in your mind doesn’t consistently match up with time, so yo...

Part 1: expectations vs reality It starts from a moment eyes meet. A conversation ensues, a connection starts, trust builds. You have this checklist of expectations that the individual you partnered with has to live up to because of experiences you’ve encountered or let-downs and disappointments from other people you were head over hea...

Love was music I listened to as a teen. Got me through any and everything. Explained things to me, I Never knew existed. Sounds that made me feel happy, sad and excited. Caused my heart to feel like it fell into a pool of butterflies. Love was a chorus that reminded me of a moment. Memories that woke me up in the morning and caused me ...

I just found out via text on March 1st 2021 at 10:21 am that you passed away on March 1st 2021 at 6:03 am. I also was told back in Oct. 2020 that you were in a coma and went into that coma in Sept. 2020. Not only that, but I ran to the hospital, not caring about the risk of COVID-19. I just needed to see you. You had tubes everywhere, ...