Can I do this?
Can I prove to myself that I can turn up and do another deep work session?
Sure, anyone can do something for the first time - the novelty is exciting and fun...
...but do I have the discipline to turn up again, and again, and again?
This is the only place where I doubt myself - this is my biggest challenge, and also a fear - that I can't discipline myself to do the work.
It's a story I've told myself for many many years - that I'm a starter, not a finisher. I have lots of great ideas, but I can't ever seem to get things completed.
So, here I am. 8th April 2021. Turning up for a 2nd deep working session. 6:30am to 9:30am.
There is nothing more important for me in this moment than this work.
I'm going to prove it to myself.
I CAN do this.