I subscribe to a very particular creator/ author/ alcoholic named Cole Schafer. His newsletters are....interesting. I always enjoy them and try very hard to draw my own lessons from it to apply to my life or business.

Here is today's: https://www.getthesticky.com/p/death-wish?utm_source=www.getthesticky.com&utm_medium=newsletter&utm_campaign=death-wish

If you read it, you might relate in some way.

If you are a driven person, you are trying hard things. You are pushing beyond your comfort zone. Push too hard and things become overwhelming.

I see this with entrepreneurs a lot. The work that NEEDS to be done becomes far outside of your comfort zone. While you may not self-destruct in the regular sense, you do revert to old habits. 
Habits that may be out of day, unproductive, and possibly dangerous to your company. 

We have people depending on us and we have to own that responsibility. 

If you feel like you need to pull the pin on a hand grenade, know that it's a natural thing, but resist. You need to have a core group of people that support you. Maybe some have the same feelings at times. 

They would love to know you are sharing the disease and they will carry some of it for you. 

Enjoy the link and consider subscribing. 

Cheers,
Klark

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