I have this nagging feeling that eats me alive.
It comes from having excitement over two different callings. I feel torn apart. Probably a skill issue.
One of them is wanting to do healing work and plant medicines. I simply like working with cannabis and mushrooms, singing around the campfire and serving tobacco snuff.
That work heals, aligns your spirit.
The other part of me wants to get into tech and build stuff.
I guess the solution is to work on both projects. Give them both time. Experiment. See what comes out of it. To make it easy, maybe work 3-4 days on one project, then 3-4 days on the other. It really feels like this.
I want to write an email and become the leading voice in spirituality and plant medicines. Host ceremonies for fun one day.
I want to build something digital with ai and code. Or maybe even physical brand.
It comes from having excitement over two different callings. I feel torn apart. Probably a skill issue.
One of them is wanting to do healing work and plant medicines. I simply like working with cannabis and mushrooms, singing around the campfire and serving tobacco snuff.
That work heals, aligns your spirit.
The other part of me wants to get into tech and build stuff.
I guess the solution is to work on both projects. Give them both time. Experiment. See what comes out of it. To make it easy, maybe work 3-4 days on one project, then 3-4 days on the other. It really feels like this.
I want to write an email and become the leading voice in spirituality and plant medicines. Host ceremonies for fun one day.
I want to build something digital with ai and code. Or maybe even physical brand.
Alan Pafka